It doesn’t feel real yet, but my baby here is now in heaven. He will be missed dearly, but I know he is doing much better in heaven, very healthy and happy. I bet he’s playing with my other dog Scooby and telling him all about his life with my other dog Oliver. He will always have a special place in my heart and I will continue to love him! I didn’t lose him, he just departed for some time and I will see him again! Thank you, Maui, for all the years of joy and love. You are my best friend! I will miss your fur you left everywhere, your beautiful blue eyes, and even when you whined to be in the house because it was so hot outside. Thank you for all the great memories! I was indeed blessed to have you. I love you!
I forgot how easily I can escape into a book and leave thoughts behind. I’ve missed it so much!
I’ve been reading for an hour and a half, but it feels like fifteen minutes only, haha.
Lying on my bed, under my covers, with a book escaping into another world is something I’ve been needing this month. :)
writing is safer, somehow
because my pen cannot stutter like my lips do,
and words get stuck in throats,
not fingertips, can’t stumble
on paper trails of blue lines
because writing is definite and clear
and no one can tell if i am crying
or laughing
through written words alone
(via teofannylovee)




